It would be easy

      It would be easy, if she would tell a story about her journey to Saturn. She had already day 273 in space, heading towards one of Cassini Space probe. Her mission, to observed many moons of Saturn, one in particular , desire to meet, named Lapetus. It was discover by Italian astromer Giovanni Cassini in Oct 1671. Route to Cassini, she calculated many theory, of oranges, peaches and bananas existence  because it is mathematically correct with nature, a fish deep underneath deepest ocean floor counting their time in sea before evolve in better state outside the sea  (a breathable air fish, not alike its cousin the Lungfish ) or a man only understand the language of six plumed bird of paradise when one need to clean  and tidy the room.  Or perhaps more intrigue , is narcissistic in people are  to reduce the cell of their brains when one discover those personality disorder are prone to disease  like covid-19 did to human kind. Among that lingering in her head , perhaps the one emerge first in her horizon, is  this, by the days 480, 18 hours , she will submit her inner self in deepest part of all universe that one could gone blind or blank upon entering the blackest hole. More blackest than anything human could find, as Anish Kapoor had exclusive right of his own blackest shade, as he put it 'Black 3.0 is “the blackest, the mattest paint in the known universe,”' at 480 days, 18 hours, our astronaut heading towards Cassini, would begin descend  in to her own black hole that is situated in her mind. She even name it, ' Marni Mental Instituation'. I would wish a better scientific name, but it's her story. Here the truth of all universe, we all have the same black hole, it's in universe or on earth, it's not hard to describe the colours nor its meaning and functionality of our black hole. The later state are hardest.

here's another truth, as she walk 20 minutes that morning, the path she walk everyday to go to work, thousand times it may be,  she wonder how far could she  able to walk to see herself with her own self.